Back Home.

I'm back home after a week trip to KL to see some friends. Some are new and some are very old friends. It was really great seeing them.Thanks to Akem for letting me stay at his house,Ajiq,Along,Wan,Jawa,Mat Lat,Ei,Pali and Pooh for hanging out. Now I'm back home and back to my boring life.Sleep at 9a.m wake up at 2.30p.m. Alhamdulillah i have many good friends here. Ride my bike every evening and hang out at the mamak stall till morning. =). I love them. Without them my life will be harder.

Am i just a sideline guy..?

For months I'm trying to figure it out. Now i know what's happening. Why this things have to happen every time my chances comes. I don't want to be labeled as a bad friend but at the same time i still want this. I know my chances are not that high, but some friends say just keep on trying. I want to, but after i found out about this situation, i feel like why bother trying anymore..Hmm..I don't know if it's worth it or not. Or its gonna be another dead end. Now i feel like I'm just a sideline guy..ahahhaa..it sucks to be the sideline guy.

JAKARTA 2011..??

 Ohh.!!! I'm really excited for next year's February. Jakarta here i come. And to 'Aisyah jangan jeles I dapat jumpa Never Shout Never..ehehehe..I'm so excited to see my all time favorite band TSL..DAMN..!!!

Square root 3 poem by kumar =)

 
I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three
The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine
For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic
I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality
When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three
As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer
We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands
Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed

p/s : i wish i can read this to my girlfriend when i have one..I don't quite understand it cause I'm not that good in math..but it sounded romantic..ahahaha..

The future freaks me out..!!

Lack of sleeps : makes me think about my future most of the time when I'm awake. It really freaks me out. What I'm gonna be 10years from now.? who's my wife.? What car I'm gonna drive and such.. It really freaks me out cause now i have nothing.. no cars, no house of course.. So i have to set my goals..
Job, Money, Girlfriend, Car, Get Married and Buy a House. =)

Excited/Confused

New guitar for old playlist

Ohh..I really need to save some money to buy a new acoustic guitar.. my old guitar sound like shit already.. Ahahaha.. Because lately I've been playing acoustic version of my favorite old songs in my room..Those songs from TSL/NUFAN/ATRS/NFG/BN/TBS and such really reminds me of my youth..

Perfect Timing..

 There's a thousand things i would like to say. I just don't know how and when. I'm too afraid to say it now. At the same time I'm afraid that it will be too late if i wait too long.. Damn..!! Confused/Excited..!!

Trouble..!!

I'm in trouble I'm an addict
I'm addicted to this girl
She's got my heart tied in a knot
And my stomach in a whirl
But even worse I cant stop calling her
She's all I want and more
I mean damn,
What's not to adore

I've been playing to much guitar
I...I've been listening to jazz
I called so many times
I swear shes going mad
And that cellular-er will be the death of us
I swear, I swear

And oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oooh oooh oooh

I,m running my mouth just like I got her
But I surely don't
Because shes so-o-o-o-o-o-o
Rock and roll!
And out of my league
Is she out of my league?
Lets hope...not

'm in trouble
I'm so cliche~
See that word just wares me out
Makes me feel like just another boy
To laugh and joke about
But even worse I cant stop calling her
I love to hear that voice
And honestly, I'm left with no choice

I've been playing to much guitar
I...I've been listening to jazz
I called so many times
I swear she's going mad
And that cellular-er will be the death of us
I swear, I swear


AM I IN TROUBLE..???
=)

hye my name is Azam, what's yours..??

okay.. This is me.. Just ignore the name..ahahah.. I always dreamed that I'm actually from Korea not from Malaysia..that's why i put "park choo yong".. ahahah.. And my friends used to call me "Orang Korea Bodoh" ahahah.. But I'm still proud to be Malaysian.. (tabik..!!!) ahahaha.. I'm just an average guy from Kota Tinggi, Johor. No money no job and no ??.. Damn..!!! =)

Getting Started.

Oh damn..!! azam got a blog. Ahahaha.. i always don't understand why people have to write what they feel in their blog. And now, I'm one of them. Ahahaha. Just want to try something new for me, plus i don't have anything to do since I'm unemployed now. What the hell right..? so feel free to read or leave any comments.  

p/s: sorry for the grammar..i'm not that good in english..